All writings in this blog are © 2009 Robyn J Keating (Robby J)

AZ GOOD AZ I AM iz az BAD az I can be ..
And only in nothingness
Do I feel none of this Yet everything and anything.. :-) Under the Banner of LOVE

*MY MUMMY ALWAYS WARNED ME AGAINST PEOPLE LIKE ME*
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DID WE NOT ONCE SCREAM PAIN

When we were Small
Powerless to Understand
Pain of Punishment Inflicted
Was Cruel and Falsness Proclaimed

Did We Not Listen
The Child Inside Us Small
The Silent Screaming un-Allowed
The Fearful Dictations Apalled

We Know It HURT Us So
This So Called Punishment Bestowed

Instead of Standing UP To Those when we got BIG
We Inflicted the SAME As we were Showed
And yes EGO Felt Big

Yet DEAP Inside
When We Cruelly PUNISH
For the Most Absurd Unjust Reasons Just for ..

Example- STEALING
When A Body is HUNGRY
Just to Feed Our CONTROLLING Beliefs ..
That Some of Our Male Race RULES
Just for PURE HATE
For Wot Happened to US When Young

Just For a So Called Religious Belief
Of a CRUELLY Accepted Justice
We FIGHT KILL for Our RIGHTS
Just for SHEER Pleasure for Some
To See another HELPLESS SUFFER
AS Wot WE Had Done ...

Deap Down In ALL of Us
Our MInd May be Programmed To Believe We have the Right
Our Anger May Believe WE Have OTHER People Agreeing
And OTHER RULES We Abide By That Justify Our Hidden Hate
For Wot happened to Us ...

So They TOO Should Suffer
So We Think with Resentment
And Wot of This Some May Say
Wot of The PAIN Inflicted On a Small Child
Or Youth In Fast Growing Or Adult Of More Knowing

It is STILL PAIN INFLICTED
And yet We Forget
Oh So Easily WE Know
Wot We had Done to Us
Was Unjust ...

Yet Others Agree
That We Have The Right
This Strengthens Our Violent Strikes

*To Be VIOLENTLY CRUEL*

Our Rule Books Tell Us SO

So ...

CHANGE THE RULE BOOKS
We Were NOT Born to Be Punished
Over Natural Needs of Our Bodies
Heart Mind Body Spirit Soul

Grow a HEART
Not So Called Negative Agreements
On Our Resentment of HIDDEN HATE ...

Did We Once Not Scream PAIN




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EVOLVING

If We are Not Evolving
Give Reason to the Mind
Bringing the Unthinkable
Many Times Over Time

If We are Evolving
Why the Fear of this In Some
Why The Mental Fight Against
Using Apes a Catalyst Beat Drum

If We Look at Evolving
Via Technology That Once Wasn't and Now Iz
And Wot has Not Yet been Manifested
In The Minds Of Some with their Mind Quiz

There is Evolvement
Yet is it just Tapping that Spot Most Cannnot Reach
A Place That has Always Been Yet Not Always Seen
For SOME That is ...

Are We As Soul - Spirit
Evolving BACK Into Places Lost Forgot
Or is This Forward Backward Forward
A Radio Transmitter of our Lot

Living In the Now
Not Past Not Future Ordained
Does Surley Shed Some Light n Love
On Questions Unexplained

Evolving Evolving
We Evolve The More
We Go On ...
I am Evolving Thinking ...
Open Heart and Mind Upon

Evolving ...





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CHEEKY FLY

Oh That Flitting FLY
Ignore Ignore Ignore
Wot We Do Despite

Oh That Tickling Agitation
We try to Focus Elsewhere
It Just keeps FIip Flopping

Dropping HUM Bugs of ...
BUGGING ...

It gets the BETTER of US
We SLAP it Instantly

SLAP ...

End up Slapping Our OWN Face
Our My NOSE
Our My EARS
Or or or ..

And We Get an ITCH
Yeah .. Have to SCRATCH
We want to SCREAM ..

We Cannot CATCH ..

Then REALISATION Sets In
Nature's Subtle Call
So We Focus
And we Focus and FOCUS

Eye Movement Body Coordination
Stillness Invisibilty ...
We SNATCH this Fly
SO FAST ..

It's ALL In Slow MOTION
Catching Throwing BACK

All This for a Message

FOCUS ...

CHEEKY FLY

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SEX

We are All Sexual Energy
The Engery is Strong or Weak

Between us all ...
As we Communicate each Moment
Between each other ...
We are Creating Intercourse
Appropriating Bondings of Uniting
Growing Communities ...
or Bondage of Knots ...

Sometimes the Engery Between
Is SO Strong

Yet Confusion of Blinkers Worn
Can Think it Don't Belong

Where U feel Strong
Is where Strong Sexual Energy is
It's Wot U DO with it ...

Does the Tension get Drawn UP
Creating ur Own Fabric Drawn
Or do U let it RUN U
And Like a Fish Let Spawn

Sexuality ...


Sex ...

*U*

*All*

*IT*

*WHY* ??


Everything is Birthed
Thru the Engery
Our Ever Changing Thoughts
Connecting All The Time

So Wot is SEX

It's Everything We Do



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INNER DIAL UPS

IT is Within The Power
Of Wanton Needs
We Set Our Minds
Upon our Prey ...

We Sense Connection
With Another ...
Yet Addictions Talk Away

So Deap Do We Want
So Deap We Love to LOVE
So Deap We Love Orgasm
So Deap We want Need ...

The Centre ...
Of The Universe Between
Our New Resonating Connections
Along Our Path ...

So we say we WANT
Universal LOVE Between
And at SOME Point Nothing Else ...

Yet an Instant Urge
Can HIT US JUST LIKE THAT
And we can Manifest
Emotion In Motion
Using the Mind ...
To be Entwined as One

The Moment of Truth
In The Theory of Personal Power
For The Animal Urge of Unity

Love May Succeed Via This
Yet it can be done in a FLASH
With ANY WHO WE DESIRE

So .. Do We Go With Flow
If this Feels Right ..

Or Sprout Beyond
Bypassing as Quick as Flash

or ...
Stay With IT ...
For ...

Wotever We Focus On
WE Will Receive
And If The Being We Focus Upon Within
Is Receptive to Our Call

Then Wot ..
It Still Comes Down to ...

Are We Regularily Doing This
Without Self Recognition as Such
Or IS There a Knowing ..
An Inner Sifting Thru
We Sometimes Need to Clutch

Does One Dial ...
Keep Coming BACK for More
Is it a Sign of Meant to Be
The Frequencies at Same Meeting levels
Wanting to be Free ...

AH !!!

INNER DIAL UPS



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AMAZING

Tangible Intangible
Whether we are Speaking
As the many little Ego selves

The Flesh Immersed Emotion
The Matter Mind over matter
Or Spirit Speaking Thru us
The Entities We Are ...

SOUL ...

There Will Always Be
The Reality ...

We are Wot We Are
At Any Given Time
In Any Given Way
Thru Any Given Moment

So Why Is ...

This 2D3D and so on
An Illusion ...

It is ALL par and Part
Of The Big Picture
It ALL Counts
It All IS as IT IS
Whilst We Reside Here

When Will We ...
See Our Bodies of Vehicles
Are Guided by Us

Shine Thru
Block Via Little self
Shine Thru
Control Via Little Wealth
Shine Thru
Each Little Bit We Make Way
Shine Thru
Yet The Body Wants to Stray
Shine Thru
Direct The Mind To Flow IT Out
Shine Thru
Let There Be US Without a Doubt ...
Shine Thru
Our Servant Body We Are
Shine Thru
Downloading Thru Entity
Downloading Creative Flow
Downloading Via HIgher Mind
Downloading Emotions Bestowed
Downloading AS We Are

It Can Become a Flavour
Patterns
Parables
Our Walk Thru Life
An Ongoing Song

At Any Given Time
We Can Bee the Entity We Are
Amazing We Are ...

AMAZING



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SO MUCH

So Much to Taste and Touch
So Much to Feel and Smell
So Much to See and Breathe

Just So DAMN SO MUCH

So Much to Understand
So Much to Play and Plan
So Much to Let Go By

Just So DAMN SO MUCH

So Much Opens With No Strain
So Much Unknown A Runaway Train
So Much to Absorb Again and Again

Just So DAMN SO MUCH

So Much I am A New Born Child
So Much I'm in Kindergarden Running Wild
So Much I Dance Like No one Stares

Just So DAMN SO MUCH

So Much Love Like I've Never Been Hurt
So Much Work Yet I LOVE Wot I Blurt
So Much I don't Mind Beeing a Jerk

Just So DAMN SO MUCH

Hahahahahaha!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm Just Starting to WALK Again
And I'm NOT Even WOBBLY
The Bold and Adventurous
Just Know ..

That There's JUST ...
JUST
Just
just

SO MUCH ...


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WHY TEARS ROLL DOWN MY CHEEK

As I Humble In Silence
I see all Thru All That I've Done
I feel for All on their Awakening
My Heart it Bleeds As One

'Tis All Ney Yearns Forsakened
Hidden Behind The Dark
For In This I have Awakened
Become My Chalice Sound Spark

Oh Sighs But Ney Ye Holdeth
Ye know it's Time to Yield
Awaken to Our Calling
Upon The Blood Shed Shield

Go Break The Silence Open
Go Seed The Earth Bound Cries
For I Know I have Awakened
Now We Share Our True Love Lives

I He She U We
Am Here
To Share
As One

Release The Act of Dispair
Forgive Who Knows Not
Wot They Share

I Am Wot I Am I Am
We All Have This
To Give

Be Kind To Urself U Will See
Why Tears Roll Down My Cheek


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THE DANCING BALL HUMDRUM

Dance ... Dance It OUT
Hear The HUM Of Ur DRUM
Hear The DRUM of Ur HUM
Tap The Dancing Ball HUMDRUM

Beat ... Beat To The Beats
Blend The Beast of all u MEET
The Spirits Souls It's Such a Treat
The Dancing Ball HUMDRUM

Roll ... Roll The Ball of Dance
Ur OWN Dance OWN HUMDRUM
Play the Beats of Colored Streaks
Give WAY U've JUST Begun ...

And As U Change
Beats Re -Arrange
'Til We All Roll

To The Same ...

HUMDRUM


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WHICH IS MORE POWERFUL

Brain Is Powerful
Heart is Unconditional
Bring the Two Together
Possiblities are Unbelieveable

Brain Can Reach Heights
Heart Can Open Minds
Delving Deap Within Thy Heart
Can Work The Brain Designs

Blinkers on the Brain
Betwixed The Genius Insane
The Heart Shines Thru
As The Brain Drop Views

Creates An Ongoing
Ever Expanding ...

FLAME


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A FALLING STAR

A Falling Star
Did Come to Earth
So Beaten at Her Game

The Game of Hope
Did start to Disperse
Yet Seen as Something Lame

The Trials and Errors
Brought Hate Not Love
Upon The Brow of Blame

Amusing Maize
Of Crazy Days
Did Bring Her to her Shame

Until She Layed
Her Sorrows Out
Found Troubles Were In ALL

A Wanton Waif
Mixed Up In Fate
Was Shoved Beyond Her Call

Yet Hope Did Lead
The Torch She Held
To Share Stories Untold

Oh Why Such Games
To Find One's Way
When One Can be So Bold

It Takes The games
Of Loves and Hates
Wake Up Upon Life's Wheel

A Falling Star
Did Rise Again
Believe we can Be Real

Oh Hope is There
A trusting Friend
Until We Grow with Eaze

Oh Falling Star
U came to Help
Shed Light We Can Be Free

A Falling Star




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PEACE ?

Peace only Comes
When True LOVE Enters The Heart
The Senses are Rested
Contentment Finds a Point To Start

We Search Down Thru History
Generations Many Times
Striving So Hard to Be
Achievements of All Kinds

The Wars Go On yes Fighting
A Long Lived Misery
In The Name of Their Gods Believing
Each is Right it's No Mystery

So is there a Missed Piece of PEACE
I see Peace Starts With Our Love
Seeing Past the Differences Grieving
Striving No MORE
Let THERE BE LOVE

There is SO Much ROOM For ALL
So Many Signs We SEE
Yet We Fight for WHO'S God's RIGHT
Right DOWN Thru
History ...

For PEACE ?
Show ME REAL LOVE
And I will Find ...
COMPLETE PEACE

When Religions TOO can Stop to See
It's starts Inside with Our Different Creeds
Love seems so Impertinent when Those Don't See
We ALL Bleed the same We All WANT to Be Free

PEACE STARTS WITH LOVE
GIVING GRACE TO OTHER"S WAY OF LIFE
GIVING ROOM For ALL to LIVE
The WAY Our HEARTS MindS
Beckons to GIVE

With TRUE LOVE

Then There Will Be PEACE


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BABY TABOO

Anything I say Anything I do
Anytime I Breathe or Make a Move
You'll be Right There to *Try* and Bring me Down
Ride My back again Just One More Time
Lay UrSelf out Right On The Line
One More Time ...
Baby Taboo

Anytime I Smile Say Something True
You just Run around U Don't Think twice No U
U'll be Right there With ur SMILING Frown
Ride My back again Just One More Time
Lay UrSelf out Right On The Line
One More Time ...
Baby Taboo

Anyway I Fall if I'm Feeling Blue
You'll be On My case Like I Know U Do
Slapping Me Around 'Cause U Know U R Down
Ride My back again Just One More Time
Lay UrSelf out Right On The Line
One More Time ...
Baby Taboo

YEAH ... U Say *Come n get STRESSED with me*
I Say *NO* ...

Ride My back again Just One More Time
Lay UrSelf out Right On The Line
One More Time ...
Baby Taboo
Baby Taboo
Baby Taboo
Baby Taboo

U Know Who ...

Baby Taboo

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MIRACLES

Miracles are HAPPENING
Feel IT in Ur BONEZ
Let The Light Shine OUT Ur WINGS
Let Ur Life Unfold and GO

Miracles are Everywhere
All U have to DO
Is Let Ur Heart SING OUT ur Truth
Let ur Light Shine Thru

Miracles Are AT Ur Door
Take a Stroll Down TIME
Time Reveals The LIFE U've Led
And Worlds of ALL Our Lives

Miracles A New Brand World
Watch The Changes BE
Touch The Hearts Of ALL Around
And U Will SET LOVE FREE

Miracles Are MIRACLES
SPOKEN True LightSpeed
Find it in Ur Mind of Thoughts
Guide Ur THOUGHTS Believe

Miracles on MIRACLES
On MIRACLES Of ..

LOVE ...

Don'T Be Afraid
Make a DIFFERENCE
We'll Make it On Our

Path ...

Yeah Pave The way to ...

LOVE


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U CAN Be U COULD BE

U Can be so Mean
U Can be so Mean
U Can be so Mean (I Don't Want To Be)
U Can be so Mean
U Can be so Mean
U Can be so Mean
U Can be so Mean (I Don't Want To Be)
U Can be so Mean

U Could be So Free
U Could be So Free
U Could be So Free ( I WANT To Be)
U Could be So Free
U Could be So Free
U Could be So Free
U Could be So Free ( OH OH .. I WANT To Be)
U Could be So Free

U Could LET IT Be ( OH OH I WANT It To Be)
U Could LET IT Be (Woo oo oo Will U Help Me ee)
U Could Fly With Me (Yea eah eah eah eah eah Yeah Yeah)
SO Why Don't U Just See ( I Can SEE Now Ow ow ow ow OW)

U Can be so Mean (Please Don't SAY IT No More ore ore ore)
U Can be so Mean (OOO OOoo OOoOooOO)
U Can be so Mean (Yeah Yeah I Know IT)
U Can be so Mean (Please Just Let It GO Now)

U Could be So Free (OOOOOMMMMMMmmmmmmm)
U Could be So Free (Yeah yeah yeah eah eah eah)
U Could be So Free ( I WANT To Be)
U Can be so Mean ( Oh OH I Know I know I know I know I know)
U Could be So Free (I'm Coming HOME Now ow ow ow )
U Could be So Free
U Could be So Free (O o o OH!!UUU UUUU )